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Name: Sophie
Country: United States
State: New York
Metro: Brooklyn
Birthday: 4/27/1991
Gender: Female
Interests: My friends, music, animals (mainly my puppy & horses), happy suff, internet, books, random shit, colors that burn your eyes out, smilies, awesome pins, spending quality time with kickass people, MP, JBRA, KP, shiny stuff, green!, French Vanilla Iced Lattes, long conversations, inside jokes, old memories, photographs, guitars&drums, piercings, taking long walks, stuffed animals, buckles, love & affection, meaningful song lyrics, acting silly with my friends, going crazy &having a great time with the people I adore.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
Member Since:
2/17/2005
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| I want to be in a place where nature doesn't have to be photoshooped, and where the cars don't make the city - the mindsets do. Where the pace is fast enough to keep me alive, and slow enough to follow. Where my motivation won't be determined by the amount of stress I'm under. A place where I can rest my head but be able to pick it up again. Where I won't get swallowed and spit back out. Where I'll be familiar with every new leaf and will still not be ready to turn the page. Where work and play do not follow each other but rather take up the same space and time, defying all that you've heard. Where diseases are cured, people are loved, and everyone wants to help. Where opinions intertwine and staring is accepted, rudeness is unheard of and feelings are out in the open and not up for interpretation. Where nature is not distroyed to better the connection, because it's been established already. Where we can coexist without pain. Where everything isn't sugar coated, and nobody lies. Where we don't have to wonder if we can trust someone, where we don't have to question love. A dimly lit room in a bright apartment, in with the new. A place where I will be focused, ready and eager. Someone who can sing all the words to all the songs with me, someone who will kiss my forehead and never stop recieving my love. Somewhere where we all want to watch the sunsets, and are still able to wake up to watch the sunrise - and find that everyone else is out there, too. My dog by my feet and everyone that I can make happy without giving off false hope. So no one has to fight for attention or a voice or a home because we are all paid attention to, heard out and taken in. Where the air doesn't stick and smiles are everywhere. Inhale, and you smell your brightest childhood moments, even if the memories are hidden in the corner of your mind. Where every breath taken is not a breath wasted, and it always, always feels like home.
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| Soft knock on the door
and my heart starts to race
I've been expecting you.
You walk in
glide in. my ghost.
Sit down and wrap your arms around me
[I can't wait to get you in bed]
You lay down next to me
hands over my heart
Where these memories are kept
Your light breathing
turns into dreams
I wouldn't dare fall asleep
to miss a second of this
You hold my hand
like you need me there
I almost cry
you're leaving so soon...
Maybe I won't wake you
so I can keep you here
In my memories.
When I open my eyes
you're gone
I wonder if you were ever here
but your scent lingers
It dances on my pillow
laughing
Never letting me forget
that I was just another girl to you
Part of your beautiful game
that I still try to win.
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| when we speak,
we throw our lives at each other
with the things we have in common
like who has it worse
but we don't really listen
and wouldn't take our own advice.
but we're too afraid to stop
because when we do
we feel as though our lives are forgotten
like we don't matter
because we're scared that the person on the other end
will just forget to ask us what's wrong
and we'll think of other ways to bring it up
but it'll be too late
so we can find somebody else
to throw our lives at
so they'll tell us we're not crazy for doing what we do. | | |
| Looking up at you
As the sunlight
Captures your eyes
And your thin fingertips
On my skin
When nobody's looking
And I feel it
But that's not what you call it
And I'm falling
So ashamed of where I'm going
But you're leading
And I'm blind I look around
She's watching me
I know I don't come first
But let's play pretend again
Because in the moment, it's what I want
No regrets
Forgiving everytime
Because I want you around
Eyes shut, arms open, heart exposed
Bringing you the darts, not caring where they land. | | |
| Cause it's a bajillion degrees outside.
:] Umm.. Yeah. I kinda stopped making public entries on here. Cause usually when I need to write something, I don't want anyone to see it. At last for now. But everything is pretty good with me, if you wanted to know.
Sunday is the diabetes walk &then I'm celebrating Marbles' birthday. She's gonna be fifteen. She's a big kid now :D
And Friday I might go see Across The Universe with some kids from News Production and Jon. And maybe other people. I duno. But I just really wanna go, cause Frank said it's a good movie, and I just wanna go somewhere on Friday with kickass people. Seriously, sometimes it's worth being a geek, cause News Production is awesome. There's like five other kids I hangout with, and they're amazing. They make me smile everytime I'm in that room. ^_^ Ohhh, and my room is finally green!
And I have purple curtains. They have pretty thingies that jingle a little on them. Pretty stuff. So yeah. School isn't too bad. AP English sucks balls, though. But other stuff is fun. Junior year isn't that bad so far.
But so many amazing people are graduating this year. I'm gonna miss them so much :[ Meh. Jon is almost here, so I guess I should take Oz out now. Toodles. | | |
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